Saturday, January 8, 2011

New Year

I hope this is a good new year.  The truth is that I am feeling not so motivated in life.  I have school, and work, and those are the components of my life right now.  My job is fun most of the time, and I can't imagine ever leaving.  I work with kids and they are so much fun.  I want to stay there to watch them grow up, but there are so many other possibilities that I have, and I am so young that I cannot stay at this dead end job... It kind of breaks my heart.  As far as school it is not what I want to be doing with my life anymore, so there is some serious lack of motivation.  And as I try to find something else I would love more I am not interested in any other types of master's programs, but I don't just want to quit without a solid plan B.

One thing that I want this year is to become more social.  I am quite to home body, and have not really made many friends since leaving undergrad.  It makes me sad sometimes that my life is so small. 

I have decided I will make a big poster that reads: Be Optimistic; in hopes that it will inspire me everyday.

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